Good day everyone around the world , just little story of my life. I become a widowed in 2015 my husband died due to esophageal rupture he is nurse , We’ve been married 9 year and supposed to be have a 10 years anniversary in October 25, 2016. but unfortunately he passed away October 30, 2015. its shock me he is very good provider husband, I love him so much we have a son who is now 11 years old. Time pass I’ve meet a guy from my work his name is Wayne never know about Wayne until i found out he is an alcoholic. i try to rehab him but he want only one month. so he get out after one month but the doctor said to him , if he will be back in drinking it will not take two years he will dead.
So we visit the country that i was born, and stay there a little bit longer like 7 month. first month that we have he is so happy and then suddenly he is drinking again after that he wake up and drink beer until the whole day , everyday drinking beer . And I’m become tired to understand everything I let him go back here in Maryville, Washington . he don’t have any place to live so i ask my sister to let him stay there and pay a little rent for him to stay , my sister and her husband agree in the month of April 2017 my father passed away at the age of 93 so my sister and her husband go home together with Wayne. Still drinking beer 20 days after my father’s death, Wayne passed away in my house in the PI i don’t know what happen so i ask for autopsy the result , he have a heart Inlargement spleen become big and the kidneys are swelling. I bring his ashes here in America his last request are to be scattered his ashes in snohomish river so i give his ashes to his brother. Grieving and letting go everything so that my heart will be free from burden of what happen in my life .
And then unexpected i met this guy who is older 16 years to me I taught i find the right one but not , my goodness gracious. I am an independent woman i don’t depend anything to the man i can change the the toilet bowl and paint at the same time take care of my 11 years old son. my husband leave me a nice life so i don’t work so that i will take care of my son. now we are 3 years living together but I’m not happy he work in Alaska but he is on retirement stage so once in a while in a year he go in Alaska and work for 2 to 3 months. I want to get out in this relationship and i don’t know how i just want to be free. We have a house in PI but the whole house i build is from my late husband money not from him . I hope someday i will be free, free without hurting anybody, free to FREEDOM.
Thank you for reading God bless you and your family . God is watching us.